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hold_me_high @ 2005-02-02T17:23:00

2005-02-03T00:35:15Z

heyyyyy well whoa ok today i really dident want to school so ii called brianna n asked her if when she got to school if she wanted to walk toher house n just thur for the daii n she was like yea! so we did n stuff n in the begining it was hella fun! it was just me n her n stuff n then we wanted nick n gera to go over at lunch n stay there with us n then like nick couldent i guess n gera left with his cuzin:-[ haha n then fucking martin n mario came over! n i was pissed i wanted them to leave n i tried not to let them in butmartin wouldent let me close the door n so they came in n shit n i was like w.e n me n brianna dident want them there n stuff so ii dont kno but they stayed :-/ n like idk but they were annoying me n oh yea tomas was thur too but ii dident care about him cuz he iis muh best friend! why wouldent ii want him thur! haha ii love that kid but yea n so then we were just haning out n then briannas step dad came home! (robert) n we all ran upstairs n into her room n me n bri were freaking out! ii was sooooo effing scurd! n like idk but ii was shaking haha n mario ew he kept touching muh arm n was like its ok christina calm down haha ii was like im clam get off of me! hahaha but yea to make a long story short we got caught haha n her dad told all of us to leave so we did n i was pissed i felt so bad for brianna n so we went to the park n like i was mad at martin n mario soi turned my head n dident look at them n so they left n tomas stayed with me n i started crying cuz i felt sooooooooooooo effing bad for brianna n then when the bus got thur i went home n then called my mom n told her cuz i dident want brianna to be the onlii one that got introubble n shit so yea! but idk my mom dident sound that mad but idk n ugh idk it sucked i learned muh leason n shit ima never ditch again!!!!!! but yea thats muh story for the day n im out bye bye!!!!

Gerardo<3333 i effing love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh yea n im 15 now :):):) haha

hold_me_high @ 2005-01-30T14:19:00

2005-01-30T21:23:41Z

whoa last night was awsome! i went to marias party haha it was awsome like at frist it was kinda dumb cuz no one was dancing but then when people started dancing it was awsome n then we got sum "drinks" haha n yea! i had like 3 but i dident get drunk! but it was still fun!i was dancin! lol it was fun like we partied till 11:40 n then people started going home n then we wentto bed at like 1:30 n stuff but yea! i had fun so thank you maria for inviting me!!!<333 but yea now im home n im dyin muh hair but to its normal color n hopfully i like it cuz its been a long time since ive had it just plain! n yea! so im scared but yea ill write more later bye bye!!

Gera<33

i am so effing cute! haha jk

2005-01-28T21:57:16Z

hey yo! well today was kinda fun! like i got up n got ready n then walked to the buss stop with seria n i was loking all over for brianna haha cuz she said she was gunan ride the bus but she dident! but then right we got to school brianna was thur so i went n hung out with her cuz... i wanted to! haha n it was fun we went to jack in the box n ate haha n we both had jumbo jacks yum! haha n the gurl said yumbo yacks haha! n this one guy was making fun of her it was funny but yea ne wayz then we went back to school n like the bell rang so we went to call n shiz n then at lunch i was with gera<33 like im never not with him! haha its all good tho cuz i have a good time n we just were hanging out n shit n talking n then haha alicia came over n gera was like me n lavan talk about u guys all the time n i was like so we dont care we talk about u guys too n gera goes tell me what u guys say bout us n i tell u what we say bout u guys n alicia goes we say how much we love u n how we want to be with you n i started laughing n i go no thats what alicia says! n gera got all but hurt n walked away n i was like jk n i grabed him n was huggin him haha it was funny! but yea ne hoo! but today was just a good day like i was in a good mood n shit n tonight i better be going out! i want this weekend to be fun cuz its my last weekend bein 14!!! ima be 15 on monday so i gotta make this weekend the best one haha but yea omg not to be like totally mean but this kid mario needs to BACK the fuck up! haha seriously he needs to mind his own beezwax n let people stick up for them selves i kno he trying to be sweet but damn people can only take so much ya kno?? n im not saying that he has to stop talking to me! just dont be with me 24/7! haha but yea ne wayz about muh lova<33 (gera) haha i love that kid! aw he is so cute! haha but idk wanna write ne more so im out later!

Gerardo<33 ur so effin cute! i love you O:-)

Brianna<33 ur so cute too!

muh b-day is in 3 more days! yes!

omg wad up?!

2005-01-27T00:55:11Z

dude holy fuck its been a long time since i wrote in this shiz!! fo sho but yea hmm its kinda ugly haha like muh colors i should seriously look in to changing them huh? haha oh well maby laterz!but yea! life is going good! still got my best gurl brianna! gotta love her n the love of my life Gerardo! haha oh yea n a new gurl in muh life natalia! gurl u rock! haha<33 but yea things at school are going good making even more new friends! n they are awsome i love them<33 they are just too cool but yea hmm nothing is really new... oh yea but my birth day is in 5 effing days i cant watie ima be 15... finally! haha woot woot ill be almost as old as all muh friends:):) but ya other then that nothing really ummm its not that my life is boring haha its just nothing really cums to mind right now n i dont wanna bore u guys with my storys cuz i think that they are funny but u might not... haha so yea but hm ok i will tell you about today at lunch it was so funny well kinda but ok here it goes ok i was like holding gera's hand n like i was tured away form him cuz i was talking to muh friend rosa n i gues his friend illadio was like dude put her hand in mine n see if she notices n so gera did n then like geras hand was all cold n then all the sudden it was warm so i was like w.e he probbly had it in his pocket n so i dident think ne thing of it n then when i turned around to talk to him it wasnt him! haha i was like so embaressed! haha cuz every one was all laughing n then gera was like u liked holding his hand huh! n i was like i dident even kno n he goes our hands fill differnt! n i was like well i have never touched his hand! lol n yea so that was funny n then like b4 we went to class i stuck my hand out to illadio for him to hold it again ( just messing around n gera was like w.e n walked away haha but i told him i was jk n he knows that so yea it was fun today idk but i love lunch n haning out with muh friends they are the best! no one could ever top muh friends! neva! but yea hmmmm nothing really to tell but um im going out to eat right now for muh birth day even tho its not for 5 days but my grandparents want to take me now cuz they wont be here! fun! haha jk not really but yea! ummm oh yea chandler freshman basket ball team won hamilton!!! woot woot we kicked but haha jk we only won by one point! haha it was all good tho but yea ok this is boring now n so im out maby ill write later...

i love muh friends!!!<3333

Gerardo<33 i effing love you:-*

god i juss want him back.....

2004-12-02T22:00:08Z

hey... well this fucking sucks i lost the love of my life the other say because of some thing i did when we werent even together yet he still cares about it n he has every right to but he juss cares to much about what pplz are gunna call me n he dosent want to be going out with some hoe n thats fine! but god i miss him ive never been so upset in muh entire life! when he told mem that we should juss be friends i was sooooo like shocked i dident kno what to say i was juss like thats fine n he was like r we still gunna be friends n i was like idk n he was like r u still gunna talk to me n i was like idk probbly not its gunna be to weird ya kno ? n idk i felt like shit right after we got off the phone i juss started cring so i called natalia<3 god i love her she helped me out so much... it dident make me stop crying haha but she told me stuff that made me feel better n she juss talked tome n tried to get me to laugh but i was still crying! oh well its the thought that counts right? haha but yea she help me alot so a big thx goes out to her!! i love you but yea ne wayz i was cring allllllllllllll day!!!!! n it sucked i dident eat ne thing n then today i went to school cuz i thought that i could still face him with out ya kno gett sad n shit but i was oohhh soooo wrong! when i got to school i juss felt sick to my stomache n i was about to cry so i called my mom n told her that i was sick so she came n got me n dropped me off at home n then when she left i juss went into the bath room n startes crying i felt like shit all day today but yea i havent even eaten in 2 days... only a hamberger n 4 crakers but idk i juss cant eat:-/ god this sucks... every one is telling me to for get him he isent worth it but he is worth it n i dont want to for get about him.. ever.. god he means the world to me idk when im ever or if ill ever get over him probbly never but idk this juss sucks i wanna DIE some one kill me plz....

its almost turcky day!

2004-11-24T22:24:59Z

hey guys!!! wow its almost turky day!! woot woot well im juss getting ready to like go driv up to globe to be with da family for turcky day n shizzz n then on friday im going up to show low to cut down our christmas tree! it will be our first real one!!! yay im so happy! but yea n then we might go now boarding!!! n it will be my frist time for dat too! so im excited but we dont kno about the snowboarding cuz idk if there is enough snow n shit so yea but i hope that there is!!! cuz yea that would be hella fun n yea haha but omg like the last 3 days me n Gera ahve bein doing good! i fucking love him soooooooooooooooooooo much! seriously!!! like its so awsome cuz now at lunch its juss me n him all alone n i get to talk to him n shit i love it n we are like alwayz laughing n yea idk but i love him! err haha i cant get enough of that kid! lol but yea idk but we are like alwayz joking around with eachother its so awsome but like hmmm haha ima miss him dis weekend! cuz ima be gone the hole effing time:-[ n yea i wont see him for like 4 hole effing days!!!! thats a long time to be away from him ima be going insane haha jk but idk i probbly will! awwwwwwwww i alreadii miss that sucka! but yea idk but i gotsta go finish packing so ill write more later!!!<333

Christina salcido + Gerardo saldivar = love for ever!!!!
haha im sucha nerd<3

Gerardo i effing love you <3:-*

juss missin him<33

2004-11-13T01:43:01Z

hey guys its me again :) haha but yea i cant stop thinking about gera haha so i juss feel like writing in hur cuz im listeing to a song n its really cute! but yea hm idk what to wrtie about but yea my life is going good i my best friend bootie! haha luv ya gurlie! n i gots mi amor (Gerardo) the 2 pplz i love da most i mean come on what more could a gurl ask for?! yea thats what i thought nothing haha but yea holy moly i missssssssssssssssssssssssss himmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm like grazy O:-) even tho i juss saw him today at school haha but now its da weekend so i wont see him untill monday :-[ so its gunna be a longgg ass weekend cuz all ima think about is seeing him again:) n shiz haha but yea! today was awsome juss huggin him n layin my head on his shoulder haha<33 it was cute fo sho hehe but yea i juss wanna go back to school n be with that sucka again!!! like seriously errr i hate when i get like this haha but yea i cant stop thinkin about him n how i much i want to be with him right now juss to like talk to him n like hug him for ever n not let go <33 he makes me so effing happy no lie but yea some old story i miss him i miss him i miss him!!!!!! errrrrrr hahaha ohh well he will be in my thoughts ;) fo sho well ima go so im out bye

cRaZy!!!!!

2004-11-12T22:28:11Z

whoa!! today was crazy!!! ok let me tell ya alllllll about it :) ok well i got to school watied for briana to get thur n then me n her went n she bought us a cookie n water n then we went n ate it n then tomas came n kept asking e to go to this quince n i said no cuz yea longgg story! n ne wayz n then natalia n jessica came n got me n took me into the bath room n have me this pill n so i took it ( its called a happy pill) n it like makes you hyper i guess idk but in frist our haha! me n natalia were cracking up!!!! it was sooooooo fun but then twoards the end me n her started getting sick n i started shaking! n yea i dident feel good so then we went to third hour it got worse!!!!! i felt like i was gunna through up! n shit n juss ugh i felt really bad i had a head ache n i was tired n i was shaking n i felt like i had a fever n then after class i told gerardo what i did n he was jus like damn haha christina why did u do that n all this shit n i felt like dumb ass! seriously he was like god now ur gunna have me worried 5th hour but it was cool he was juss like holding me n i was laying my head on his shoulder cuz i was feeling shity n yea <3333 but i love him its cool to kno he cares ( i think) haha but yea! ima never do that shit again cuz psh it effing fucks u up! but yea awwwww i miss my lover (Gerardo) ike alot too! n idk i juss wanna be with him but idk ima go chat to muh friends so im out! bye cutie<3! Gerardo<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

hold_me_high @ 2004-11-09T16:08:00

2004-11-09T23:44:42Z

hmmmm lets talk about monday! lol well i went to school n stuff n then brianna wanted to go walk around out side n not sit down in the hall so we walked around n then gera came n i asked him what he did over the weekend n he told me that he went to a quince with lety:-[ n yea i was pissed! n i kept telling him that he worrys me cuz what if she puts the moves on him n he responds n he was juss like no i will push her off n all this shit but idk i hate the fact of him haning out with her i dont want him to! ugh but w.e n jose too! omg he gets on my nerves too he keeps saying shit n er it makes me mad but idk jose juss needs to shut the fuck up cuz one of these days ima slap that kid haha but yeah n then yea me n gera were juss talking about how i dont like him hanging out with lety cuz she likes him n i dont want her touching him n idk he told me not to worry but you kno its hard not to cuz i kno lety n she is dumb but w.e she betta! not fucking touch him or else! haha jk but yea n then we were juss talking n stuff n i let gera go to class cuz me brianna ben raul gerorge n some other kid dident go to class n stuff but it was kinda fun we jus went to jack n chilled i guess you can say haha but yea after that me n bri went to school for 4th hour n then we went to lunch n me n gerardo talked again n blah blah blah n then i went to sixth hour n all we did in thur was work but it was still fun haha we alwayz have fun in dat class n then i came home! n then today school kinda sucked! like i went n every thing n like idk it was juss boring math sucked cuz i dident get how to do the work!! n then english was boring we took a test n ugh i dident kno ne thing on it!!! but then i was text messaging the rest of the time n that kinda helped pas time n shit sooooo yea! n then after that we went to lunch n like gera was like oh i think its ok for a guy to flirt (when ur in a relation ship) with other gurls but its not ok for a gurl to flirt with other guys! n i was juss like whatttttttttttttttttttttttt! haha i was like its the same effing thing! n i was like you shouldent even flirt ne wayz cuz then those other pplz get the imperession that you like them! n he was like it dosent matter i dont juss flirt with pplz i like i flirt with every one (so he is saying thats juss how he is) n im like so it dosent matter i was like if you flirt with a gurl then they think you like them n if we flirt with a guy they think that too n he was like no no its differnt haha n i was juss like b.s but w.e he is weird haha cuz is the same thing!!!! n if you agree with me then make a comment bitchez! (in my lj) haha durrrrrr but ne wayz n then i went to 5th hour n it was fun we did this lil project thing n my group is cool its me serbrina n devery n yea we had fun n then i called bri after class n then i rode the bus home! n then bri met me to say hi i gues haha n then we both went home n now im on this but yea i gosta go so im out!

a lito update on muh weekend babii!

2004-11-07T23:27:17Z

hey guys well this weekend was fun! let me tell you about it.... ok well on friday night i went to the Chandler vs. Hamilton game n it sucked cuz we (Chandler) lost really bad!!!:-/ but yea other then us loosing i had fun! i hung out with rosa celi n ilea n other pplz n it was cool i got to kno ilea n she was really really nice!! n rosa is so cute n so is celi but yea so we hung out at the game n then my sis took rosa celi n ilea home n then she took me home n shit n then like on saterday i dident wake u till like 1:00 in the after noon i was like fuck haha cuz then half of my day was wasted but then rosa asked if i wanted to go to the mall n i was like hm idk cuz i wasent even ready but they wanted me to go so i got ready as fast as i could n then me rosa ilea n sherice and these guys went to the mall n like me n rosa got there frist so we walked around n wating for ilea n sherice to get there n then they got there n we hung out for a while i guess n then we went n saw the grudge n omg that movie was scuryy!!! haha me n rosa screamed a couple of times it was funny but yea we all had a good time! it was fun but i wish i would have had Gerardo go with us! cuz holy shit i effin miss that fucka! haha jk but no fo real i did miss him like the hole time i was like aw i want him here so bad! n even rosa wanted her bf there too haha so we were like talking about them some of the time n shit n yea n then like the movie was over n stuff n then rosa's sister came to pick us up to go home n then i got home at like 12 n damn i was tired! so i went to bed n then today (sunday) i got up and juss hung out around the house n i tired to get my sister to take me out driving but she was bein a but hole n wouldent get her lazy ass out there to take me! so i was kinda mad but fuck it n then i got in the shower n got ready n then i went to get my nails redone n shit n now im home juss haning out again n i kinda want my mommie to go get shrek 2 so that we can watch it tonight but yea n i still got home work to do so im out!....... bye bye

another day like ne other

2004-11-04T23:09:55Z

hey guys well today was another day in da moring i hung out with natalia , jessica, kiki (casandra), n deci and we jus walked around n shit n like i invited brianna to come along with us but she said no :-/ n so yea n then like we went to first our (me n natalia) n like we talked the hole time in class haha it was awsome but yea n then 3rd hour we took this test n i did my home work like right b4 i had to turn it in haha n then i had to write this essay thing n then at lunch i hung out with my luver again!! (Gerardo) and stuff n like idk but i had fun today juss hanging out with him like latly idk but i jus wanna be with him every chance that i get n stuff n i juss wanna like hug that sucka! haha idk but i love him he is so cute :) n like i showed him the G that i put on my arm the other day with the needle and he was like y did you do that n i go cuz i was bored haha he looked at me n was like i knew i should have taken that needle away from you lol idk but it was kinda cute the way he said it :) but yea n then like jose goes its my birth day (juss kidding around) n gera gave him a big ol hug n then he goes oh christina its ur birth day too n hugged me lol i was like awww but yea n then he told me that he worrys when i hang out with natalia cuz he thinks that she is gunna make me cheat on him n shit n i told him not to worry n he was like but i do n i felt kinda bad but i told him that i would never ceat on him n so yea he betta belive/trust me cuz yea lol but idk i feel the same way when he is hanging out with jose cuz like i mean come on its jose he is alwayz trying to start shit n yea but i trust gera juss not jose lol but yea today i juss had fun bein with him at lunch he makes me so effing happy im not even lieing! but yea hm idk what else went on today other then brianna like hates me cuz i was hanging out with natalia n jessica n not her but you kno what she kept ignoring me when i did try n talk to her so im not even gunna worry about it.... even tho i am worried haha but yea she needs to understand that they are my friends n she is my BEST friend!! but i dont think that she does she never wants to hang out unless HER friends are invloved yet i go out of my way to hang out with her n HER friends but she can hang out with me n MY friends it sucks cuz yea but w.e i jus hope she still wants to be my friend! but yea :-/ well other then all that shit thats about all that happend today!! n now i gotta go effing help my step dad cuz he is bein a cry babii! ugh haha well im out bye bye

my lover

2004-11-04T02:29:36Z

hey guys! well today i was in like a really good mood n i hung out with the luv of my life today (Gerardo) n i was so effing happy cuz i dident like talk to him for 4 days!!! so yea :) i love him so effing much im so serious :) idk but today i juss wanted to be with him the HOLE time cuz like yea it was cute cuz i was like scratching a line in my skin with a needle n he kept trying to take it away from me n was like dont! ur gunna hurt ur slef haha i was like aw u care about me O:-) lol jk but yea ...... idk what it is about that kid that makes me like him so much but damn i love him i kno i keep sayin that shiz but its true!!! he is like muh every thang haha fo sho :-* god even tho we go threw so much fucking drama cuz pplz like to talk shit about us n try to brake us up by rumors... i hope we stay together threw it all n not ever brake up (thats a big wish) but i really want that one :)idk but right now he is all thats on muh mind haha whoa but yea godddddddddddddddd i really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really love him O:-) its weird cuz when i look back i would have never thought that me n Gerardo would ever go out cuz like yea i dident kno him n then we started talking n then bam we are going out haha it weird cuz i would have never of thought that it would heppen ya kno???... but hey things happen for a reason n im soooo happy that we got together he effing means so much to me god! i dont kno if i could ever explain to you guys how much he means to me ....... i member the first day he came to chandler (cuz he started school later then the rest of us) n he walked in the class room with a big smile on his face n i looked up to see who it was n when i saw him i was so pissed cuz every thing i denied feeling for him all came back when i saw him again n i juss stated freaking out n i juss looked back down at my paper cuz i dident kno what to do it was so hard to even look at him when we broke up n when ever he would walk by me i or i walked by him i would juss look down at the ground so i wouldent have to see him n that feeling in side my stomache (every time i was around him) sucked i felt like i was gunna sorta flip out ya kno what i mean like i was juss gunna scream i love you take me back! haha i never want to go threw that again cuz it wasent fun i wounderd all the time if he still liked me n then when he asked me out i was like so effing happy i said yes right away haha i juss hope that i dont loose that sucka again cuz if i do holy fuck ill probbly miss school for like a week haha idk all i kno is that i love him n i wanna be with him for ever!! hehe :-* well im out i love you:)

hey guys!

2004-10-24T23:56:20Z

hey guys! i havent writen in hur for a long time!!! but yea life is still the same nothing really has changed:) n yea!well i juss tell you about my weekend! ok on firday i was gunna go to this party but then my mom was bein gay about it so i juss said fuck it then i wont go so that sucked n so i juss went in muh room n watched tv n feel asleep n then i woke up on saterday got ready n then me my step dad my two sisters n my grandpa went to the mall n i bought two shirts my step dad bought me a sweat shirt n shit :) n when we were there i saw micheal n kete! aw they are so cute now but yea ne wayz then we left n went home n then about an half an hour later we went to the corn maze thing for my lil sisters gurl scouts n it was alright kinda boring tho! but hey lol n then it was gay cuz like we were walking n pplz were like touching the corn n the people in charge (they were like my age) were like dont touch the corn!!! n i mean god we are in a damn CORN maze how are we not suposed to touch the corn haha bbut yea we were making fun of them n we would hit the corn n n they thought that pplz were going threw it n they were getting all mad it was funny n then after we got done at the maze me steph n my step dad did this rock cimbing thing n i almost made it to the top!but i looked down n i freked out n i started shaking n so i lost my balence n i fell haha it was so funny cuz i waS screaming but yea so i tired it again but then i got scared again n yea lol but it was fun! n then we left n went out to eat at in and out burger n then went home n went to bed cuz it was late n i was tired!!! n then today i woke up n got ready n then my mom took me to go get my nails done n the she picked me up n then we came home n i went n layed down cuz i was still tired! n then got up n then my step dad took me out to learn how to drive! haha he took me around the block ( i was driving) n it was kinda scary!! cuz it was m frist time n yea:) but it was fun im not THAT bad so yea n then me n my step dad went to go rent the movie a cinderella story n then we came home n we are gunna order pizza n then watch the movie n then i gosta go to bed cuz i gots school tomarrow!! i dont wanna go tho cuz its gunna be hella borin!! i think we are testing! but i cant watie till thursday cuz then we get out early woot woot! but yea well thats about it!!!so bye bye

hold_me_high @ 2004-10-07T18:40:00

2004-10-08T01:47:23Z

hey guys! well yesterday i stayed the night at my best friends house briannas! i ahvent been ova there for a long ass time n well yea it was cool i got there n wen went on the cpmputers n shit n then we went down stairs n watched movies n ate a bagle with hot cheetos! haha it was good nyea we tried to watch gothica but it was to scary haha n well yea so then we went back up stairs n went to bed but we taked for a lil while n then went to bed at like 3 in the morning n then when we woke up it was cuz of fucking nick! callin at like 11:30 i was like shitttttt lol so yea n he was like im coming over n brianna was like no! im not ready n stuff but he came ne wayz but she dident let him in cuz like she wasent ready haha n yea so we got up after that n got on the computer n then went down staris to eat n watched some of 2 weeks notice n then went back up staris n of course we were on the comp. n like javi called n then we decided to call raul n prank call him so we did n then we prank called ben n omg! it was so fucking funny! hahaha i was like talking all this shit to him like i was a guy n he was like bitch meet me at the park n so i was like fine n he went there n then i calle dhim haha n told him that it was me n it was sooooooooo funny n then after that i went home cuz i needed to get ready even tho it was like 5:00 pm haha but oh well n now im home doing nothing n its boring but yea it was fun at briannas we laughed like the hole time! n me n her had almost the same dream it was weird! but yea i have to go ! bye bye

damn...... what longgg day

2004-10-06T16:52:11Z

ok.... yesterday (tuesday) fucking sucked! ok let me tell you alllllll what happend ok on monday night i went to bed early like 8 cuz i was so tired n then my mom woke me up at like 10 n told me that my grandma sofia called the prist to have her last blessings read n that she was ready to go home (heaven) n so that made me cry for a while n my mom told me that if my aunt mary calls to juss get up n we would keave to globe so all that night i couldent sleep i probbly only slept 5 hours n then my mom called me in the morning n said that my grandma sofia wanted to see every one b4 she left to go home (heaven lol) and so i got ready trying to hold back my tears n then when my mom got home at like 9 or 10 we left took jessica to julies cuz she couldent hadle every thing she said n then me n my mom left to my aunt marys n on the way there my mom told me tha my dad was gunna be there ( i kinda figured that) but now i knew for sure n so yea for a while i was thinking about my grandma n i started to cry :-/ n finally we got to my aunt marys n we waited for her to get ready n then my sister vanessa met us there n we all left in her car n we went to globe when we got to globe we went straight to grandmas house n we sat next to her bed n cried she would talk to us but you couldent understand her :-[ withced sucked but she kept telling us they she loved us n she said god bless you guys n thank you for coming she would grab all our hands n belss us n then she would cry:'( witch then made us cry) n god it juss sucked so bad but yea we stayed with her for a long time juss spending time with her like she wanted us too n my mom couldent take it ne more soo she went and sat with my grandpa nacho (her husband) n he was telling my mom i want her to watie for me to go with her, once she leaves mejia my time is next cuz i cant live with out her if she goes then my job is done n there is nothing left for me to do :-[ yea well then my mom went out side with some other pplz n i went too n we were juss talking n then i saw some one walking down the hill i couldent see their face only thier body n i knew exactaly who is was..... my dad so i juss watched him walk down n then when he came threw the gate i turned around n i had tears coming down my face n my mom was like aw r u alright? n i juss kept saying yes yes in fine n then when i knew my dad was in the house i juss stared crying hard too n so my uncle josheph (sp) lol made me trade sopts with him n so i sat by mu aunt mary n she knew that it was hard for me to see my dad so she juss put her arms around me n started rocking me n she was even crying too n then inside the house my grandma betty told my dad oh ur gurls are here n he goes were? n she goes you diddent even notice them they are out side u walked right past them n so he came back out n by that time i was already calmed down n he saw nessa fisrt n she stood up n gave him a hug n my sister alwayz says i dont want to see him or talk to him i hate him but you could tell that when she hugged him she missed him a grate deal cuz she juss started crying! it was so sad n she hardly ever crys so it hurts me to see her cry n then he saw me next n told me to come over to him n i was shaking so bad haha like seriously but yea i gave him a hug n then he took us out for a walk so us 3 could talk for a while alone n he told us that he was sorry for every thing he has done to us n that he tried to come back into our lives but that my mom dident want him to only call once that she wanted him to keep in touch n shit like thatt n idk he told us that he is getting back on to his oown feet n he has a job now n flagstaff and um he juss told us stuff i wasent really paying attentiong cuz i was so shoked that he was there n that i got to see him but then after he talked to us he took us back up to the house n he gave us his number n my sister gave him her cell phone number n he gave her his cell number n like he let us go eat n then after i got done eating he took me back out for a walk cuz i wasent talking to him much i was kinda shy i tend to get like that when i ahvent talked to you for a long time n well yea i guess he wanted me to talk to him so he was asking me questions about school n about how i work at the hospital n then he asked me about jessica n he told me tht since they havent gotten me a cell phone that he gunna send me one but yea i missed my dad so much n he hasent chagned lol he still babys me<333 i was so a daddys gurl when he was living with us cuz he alwayz alwayz did some thing for me when ever ne one else was bein a total meany to me but yea he told us about when he was in jail n he made us theses crosses n then when we went up to grandma bettys house he gave them to us n they are actually pretty good he made them all by him self n that kinda ment some thing to me so its hanging up in my room n um oh yea my baby brother was there! i got to see him again he is soooo cute he is four now n he looks like he is realted to me lol he has some features from my aunt mary (like i do cuz me n her look like sisters lol) n like so he kinda looks like me :) he is really cute tho he gave me a hug but he is too lil to kno who we reallly are but im glad i got to see him n i kinda hope my dad lives in flagstaff for a longggggg time cuz thats were i want to go to collage :):) n yea thats about it but omg does crying get you exausted! cuz we cried all day non stop yesterday! but yea thats it

hold_me_high @ 2004-10-01T20:12:00

2004-10-02T03:51:28Z

hey guys! dman its been a long time since i last wrote in here well nothing has really changed in my life but im making a good friend her name is Natalia :) she is really cool i can like tell her ne thing cuz i kno she wont tell ne one lol n she is alwayz talking about how cute me n Gera are lol but yea she is awsome i love her<333 n today like kinda sucked cuz it was like the last day of school n now we are on break for like 3 weeks n i dident even talk to gera AT ALL! today except for when we went to the parde n like i was looking for him n then he came up from behind me:) n i was like hey but he looked really sad n so i was like r u mad at me n he was like no i thought that u were mad at me n i was like no lol but yea i guess that he thought that i was mad at him cuz like i dident go up to him or talk to him at all today n like i guess he talked to Natalia about it n told her that he thought that i was gunna break up with him n i was like no way lol but yea she told me that he was all sad :-/ so i felt like really bad n like gera keeps telling me that he is scared that ima belive pplz when theysay that he cheats on me (cuz every one says that shit but he says it aint true) n like i belive gera but he thinks that i dont :-/ n the only person that i belive who says that is jose cuz liek they are really good firends but like jose juss say it like every day so it like gets in my head you kno what im saying? well idk im trying to juss ignor him cuz i hate when i fall for his shit! lol im like gulable (sp) n i hate that cuz then i fucking feel stupid when i find out that its not true haha but yea i love gera tho he is awsome :) n for all those pplz who dont want us together FUCK YOU! haha cuz u guys suck ne wayz! n no one gives a shit about what you guys think ne hoo! lol but yea home coming is tomarrow!!!! woot woot im so excited:) im going with Gera of course but yea hopfully its fun cuz if its not then yea thats gunna kinda suck lol but who cares at least ill be with gera for a while :) lol but yea i think it will be fun but it sucks cuz like today was the homecoming game! n i dident go! ugh! lol but oh well maby next year! but yea omg today in 6th hour it was awsome! haha we watched this movie it is called we are not freaks but it has like all these pplz that have disorders n yea they look all weird! n nasty! hha but some of them were funny like there was this one gurl who had for legs n two pee pee's! haha! we were all laughing n some of them were nasty like one guy had a twin that was stuck to the side of his face n like it was the head n the head had hair on it n then it had a lil eye n like it had the mouth too n when ever the guy would move HIS mouth the other mouth would move it was weird but yea there was this one about the lilest guy in he world lol n he was so cute alba goes omg he has a big booty n menzel goes yea he has a getto booty lol it was funny but yea dance was kinda fun too we got to watch pplz perform the dance that we learned n it was cool n we played a game n like this gurl dina haha she is so cute! haha she is like a junior n she is so small haha its so cute n she is so crazy she will alwayz make you laugh haha :) but yea ummm well wheni got home i got on the computer but no one was on so i went on away n then thatswhne Natalia called me n told me about Gera lol n we like talked for like ever! but it was cool i hope me n her get to hang out n become better friends! cuz she is really cool n yea <33 n then after i got off the phone with her like 3 min later Ben n Raul called me n i ahve been talking to them for like 3 hours! damn a long time lol but yea they are so funny haha n they are watching friday after next haha n raul sounds juss like that mexican guy! its so freaken funny! haha but yea so thats about it today! i hope you liked reading this but yea g2g talk on the phone some more muha! luv ya bye bye Gerardo<333 i lOve yOu:-* oh yea n a shout out to my best friend david vanetten! woot woot i love you buddy :) we need to hang fo sho :-D

today was cool :)

2004-09-10T01:26:18Z

hey guys! well its bein sorta a while since i wrote in hurrr! but yea nothing really big or exciting has happend but yea every thing with me n gera is fine :) i love that kid sooo much he makes me happy O:-) haha he is soooooooooo awsome tho :-* um today was fun at school (like at lunch) cuz i was with my babii!! lol n it was awsome i like bein close with him n juss holdin his hand n shitnitz lol n i guess some gurls like gera n they were watching me n him so he goes get close to me! n i go y???? n he was like these gurls are looking at us n i was like ok so like we put are arms around eachother n like he is all kiss me n so i kissed him :) n like he kept kissing me i was like rightttttt haha but it was cool O:-) lol i had no problem with it but yea;) n like yesterday me n brooke went to basha to watch the foot game n too see our friends........:) it was pretty cool i got to see josh!!,omar,jacob,micheal,kete,tiffany,tiff's mom,katie,elizabith,sam,vinni,ian,n i saw michelle, n daniell goodman but those two gurls really arnt my friends :-D lol yea it was so awsome seeing them i missed em! so yea that was fun ne wayz ............ um there is really nothing else to tell so ima go talk to ben on the phone! cuz we are having fun be back lata!!!! sucka's :)

Gerardo<3333 ill be lovin him for ever O:-)

more peoms

2004-09-04T00:46:49Z

well i found some more poems! haha n im bored so ima out some more in hurr! i hope you like reading em! :)

*******The Top Ten Men!!********
1. The Doctor because he says,"Take off your clothes"
2. The Dentist because he says,"Open Wide"
3. The hairdresser because he says,"Do you want it teased or blown"
4. The Milkman because he says,"Do you want it in front or in back?"
5. The Interior Decorator because he says,"Once you have it all in, you'll
love it."
6. The Banker because he says,"If you take it out to soon, you'll lose
interest"
7. The Police Officer because he says,"Spread 'em"
8. The Mailman because he always delivers his package.
9. The Pilot because he takes off fast and then slows down.
10. The Hunter because he always goes deep in the bush, shoots twice

ThE OnLy [upz] n [d0wnz] iN LyFe ShOuLd Be ThE OnEz [unda']» --» tha c0verz «--

×say it to my face bitch
not behide my back×
cuz if u like talkin shyt
u gonna get smacked!

cOme
On bitCch
yah wanna qet
thiSz shiit startedD
nO need tO even try
tO fuCck yOu up *
yah already lOok
retarted

-YoOh TaLk MaD sHyT-
..*n SaY iT wItHoUt A tRaCe..
¤..CoMe On *N bE a BiG gIrL..¤
]*n SaY iT tEw MuH fAcE[
-'-iF u CaNt WaLk Da WaLk-'-
..ThEn DuNt TaLk Da TaLk..
CuZ fAkE LiL bYtChEz*
¤+¤..GeT oUtLiNeD iN cHaLk..¤+¤

::i'd RaThEr B a BiTcH dEn A hOe.
::RaThEr TeLl It LiKe It Is
::DeN bLoW eVeRy BoY i KnOw.
::RaThEr Be KnOwN 4 WhAt i dO, NoT wHo i ScReW.
::WiSh I cOuLd SaY tHa SaMe 4 u..

Gerardo. . .
.•:* Your Perfect
*:•. ...Because everything you do
.•:* Makes me smile
*:•. ...Because every second spent with you
.•:* Is worthwhile
.•:* ...Because when you laugh at me
*:•. I laugh too
.•:* ...Because everyone else can see
*:•. That I'm devoted to you
.•:* ...Because I love your eyes
.•:* And the way they shine
*:•. ...Because you don't tell lies
.•:* And you're so cute when you whine
*:•. ...Because when you get mad
.•:* You can't hide it
.•:* ...Because even when you're sad
*:•. I can find it
.•:* ...Because the way you hold me
*:•. Sends shivers down my spine
.•:* ...Because your spirits so free
.•:* And your so damn fine
*:•. ...Because I never stop thinking about you
.•:* It's just not fair
*:•. ...Because you're so perfect
.•:* And no one else can compare

>*NeVeR gIvE Up iF yOo sTiLL WaNNa tRy, NeVer WiPe Ur teArs iF yOo sTiLL waNNa CrY, NeVer seTtLe fOr tHe aNsWer iF yOo sTiLL WaNNa kNow, NeVer sAy yOo dOnt Like hiM iF yOo cAnT LET hiM gO*

--tell my heart to stop beatiing
tell my miind to stop thiinking
throw a stone iin the ocean
and tell it to s t o p siinking
tell the sky not to be soo blue
it`s liek telling me. not to be
in *LoVe* with you--

breaThe - stretCh - shAke -let it go

dont you miss tha dayz wen your
biggest concern was colorin in tha lines?

tha day you choose to leave
it rained outside but in truth i
swore tha rain to be tears in cupids eyez

i * m not being to dramatic thats just how i gotta have it

The best feeling in the world is
listening to somebodys heart beat
and knowing its beating like that
because of you. x33

i love his cute little comments
the way he makes me laugh
the way hes always there
and the way he knows how
to get to my heart and it makes me wonder...
- Why he is so perfect -

thats it sucka's im out! :):):)

cute sayings!!!!

2004-09-01T02:38:34Z

here are some cute sayings! lol i hope you like them !

ItS tHe DaYs wE wErE sOo cRaZy
pEOpLe ThOuGhT wE wErE hIgH
tHe TiMeS wE wErE sO bOrEd
wE LaUghEd TiLl wE cRiEd
aLl tHe iNsiDe-jOkEs AnD
mEmBeR-wHeNs - ThEsE aRe ThE
rEaSOnS wElL aLwAyS bE
*BeSt FrIeNdS*... thats to brianna!!

-*-A PrOmiSe iS a PrOmIsE
ThAtZ WhAt ThEy sAy
WeLcOmE tO ReALiTy HuNnIe
tHeYrE BrOkEn EvErYdAy-*

nOt bEaCaUsE
i mIsS yOu..
oR eVeN wAnTeD
yOu bUt bEcAuSe
i fInAlLy
rEaLiZeD
iM gOnNa bE
AlRiTe wItH
oUt yOu

yOu NeVeR rEaLLy KnOw WhO yOuR tRuE
fRiEnDs ArE uNtiL tEaRs ArE roLLiNg
DoWn YoUr ChEeKs. TrUe FriEnDs ArE tHe
OnEs WhO aRe ThErE to WiPe YoUr TeArS
aNd HoLd YoUr HaNd. EvErYoNe eLsE jUsT
sTaNdS aRoUnD wOnDeRiNg WhAt HaPpEnEd.

Players only play cuz there afraid to give there heart away!!

ur the peanut 2 my butter
ur the star 2 my burst
ur the M 2 my M's
ur the pop 2 my tart
ur the mily 2 my way
ur the fruit 2 my loop
ur the milk 2 my dudz (lol? get it??
ur the cocoa 2 my puffz
ur the ice 2 my cream
ur the help 2 my mend
..but mostly..
ur the best of my friendz!

(.:*( I look at my friends )*:.)
)*:.) Then I look at me (.:*(
(.:*( Without my friends )*:.)
)*:.) Who would i Be (.:*(
(.:*( My friends.My sistaz )*:.)
)*:.)My shadow my world(.:*(
(.:*( Where would I be )*:.)
)*:.) Without my gurlz (.:*(

Every gurl wants *..prince charming..*
and while he may be nice and all...
i [ w A n N a ] guy who will
come up from » behind « &
put his arms (( aRoUnD )) me
and [ * whIspEr * ] in my ear
that he ».» LoVeS mE «.«
& he ( ( lAyS aWaKe ) ) at night, just
* T. h. I. n. K. i. N. g. * about me
a guy who'll [[ CaLl ]] at like..
¤ 3 a.M. ¤ just to « TeLl mE »
h0w much he .|. mISsEs me .|.
he'd come over just .^.aFtEr.^. we
get ::oFf:: the P h O n E ...
because he wants *2* know how
i'm [ R. .e. .A. .l. .L. .y ] doing..
because i .-.said.-. i was » fInE «
but we b0tH know i was l Y i N g
he'd {.. kIsS ..} me on my forehead
*N* tell me ::eVeRyThInGs::
gunna be [[ A. l. R. .i. .G. .h. .T ]]
He may not be *.prince charming.*
to [ a n y o n e * e l s e ]
but in my ((eyes)).. he'd fit the part

.•*¨)loOk at me nOw(¨*•..•»
(¨*•..•»tell me wat yOu see«•..•*¨)
«•.•*)it`s a whOle new game nOw(*•.•»
(*•.•»im nOt the girl i used tO be«•.•*

when u h o l d her in those
precious arms of yours just
r e m e m b e r there`s a little
girl one m i l l i o n miles away from
u who would give e v e r y t h i n g
to be where she is now

why do we A.d.O.r.E
the ones who i.G.n.O.r.E us
and i.G.n.O.r.E
the ones who a.D.o.R.e us?

did u ever wonder if dreams could come true..
if love songs and fairy tales were meant for u..
did u ever wonder whats at the raindbow's end..
or if romeo and juliet could ever happen again?

I've heard the speech a million times b4
"YoU can do better * YoU deserve much more"
I get myseLf sick over it cuz i kno its tru
ßut i dont want better -:|:-"I JuSt WaNt ¥u
])•—›*iF i NeVer MeT yOU i WoUlDn'T lIkE YoU*‹—•([
/`·¸. ·*iF I nEvEr LiKeD yOu i WoUlDn'T LoVe YoU*· .¸·´\
(`·¸_*iF i NeVeR lOvEd YoU i WoUldN'T mIsS yOu*_¸.·´)
×÷·´¯`·.·•[-BuT i DiD, i Do, AnD i alwayz WiLl-]•·.·´¯`·÷×

i DeSpIzE fAkEs BuT
- e v e r y o n e lies -
i no itz hard 2 be real but shyt
(( At LeAsT tRy ))

yOu thOuGht yOu hAd mE [[bRoKeN]],
yOu tHoUgHt iD nEvEr [[mOvE oN]],
yOu tHoUgHt i wOuLd sTiLl [[wAnT yOu]],
wElL [{FUCK}] yOu cUz yOu tHoUgHt [[WrOnG]]~

::I WoN*t MeSs WiTh Ur HeAd::
::Or pLaY WiTh Ur HeArT::
::CuZ I*m A *REAL* girL::
::I FiNiSh WhAt I StArT::

yOu sEe mY sOuL iTs kiNdA gRaY
yOu sEE mY hEaRt yOu lOoK aWaY
yOu sEe mY wRiSt i fEeL yOuR pAiN
yOu kNo mY cHeEkS aReNt jUsT wEt frOm tHe rAiN

×-*...WhEn I`m...*-×
sLipPin :: TriPpin :: byTcHin
ur aLwaYs tHeRe 2 LiSten
x* N` wHen uR *x
cRyin , DyiN n` itS Luv u LaCk
-!Remember 1 thing!-
I Always Got Ur Back*

Laughter & crying, memories & pain.
[Our precious love, no longer remains]
Hugs & kisses, we once did share. [ x o x o ]
[But now you're saying that you don't care]
With a smile on my face, everything starts to fade.
Flashbacks & memories of the love we made.

xSwEeTcHeEkS031x: ×-*...WhEn I`m...*-×
sLipPin :: TriPpin :: byTcHin
ur aLwaYs tHeRe 2 LiSten
x* N` wHen uR *x
cRyin , DyiN n` itS Luv u LaCk
-!Remember 1 thing!-
I Always Got Ur Back*

Laughter & crying, memories & pain.
[Our precious love, no longer remains]
Hugs & kisses, we once did share. [ x o x o ]
[But now you're saying that you don't care]
With a smile on my face, everything starts to fade.
Flashbacks & memories of the love we made.

×-*...WhEn I`m...*-×
sLipPin :: TriPpin :: byTcHin
ur aLwaYs tHeRe 2 LiSten
x* N` wHen uR *x
cRyin , DyiN n` itS Luv u LaCk
-!Remember 1 thing!-
I Always Got Ur Back*

Laughter & crying, memories & pain.
[Our precious love, no longer remains]
Hugs & kisses, we once did share. [ x o x o ]
[But now you're saying that you don't care]
With a smile on my face, everything starts to fade.
Flashbacks & memories of the love we made.

...BiTcH i DoNt HaTe U..I DeSpIsE u....
...I CaLlEd U a HoE cUz It DeScRiBeS U....
...NoW u SeEn WaT tHiS AdORAbLE ChIcK'S all AbOuT...
...So CliCk Da [X] AnD Get The fUcK Out..
~*~*DEDICATED*~*~

*..»iF yOo dOnT taKe thA c h a N c E*«..
yOo'll n E v e R kNoW jUs hOw
*«..[p.E.r.F.e.c.T]*..» sUmThiNg caN b

* xx ---»* xx ---»* xx ---»* xx ---»
s0metimEs s0me0ne says
something really
*Small* and it just fits
right into this
«--» [e m p t y] «--»
Place In your Heart
* xx ---»* xx ---»* xx ---»* xx ---»

*i'm NoT tHe KiNd Of GiRl ThAt GoEs FoR
B l I n G b L i N g
Or ThE kInD oF gIrL tHaT gOeS fOr
C h I n G c H i N g
I'm ThE kInD oF gIrL tHaT lIkEs ThAt
B e U r S e L f T h I n G

EvErY 1 alwaiiz aSkz me
`wHa dO yOu see in hIm?!`
.n i jUs smiLe -n- sAy.
eVeRythin yOu .d.o.n.t

ArE yOu GoNnA KiSs mEe Or aM i GoNnA hAvE tO LiE To My DiArY aGaIn?!? lol

*I wanna knO what yOu’rE thinkin*
-->when yOu lOok at me-*and smile*-

*..s0mE SaY » tHa oNe y0o l0vE y0o w0uLd DiE f0r »..*
.×.BuT NaH ThA. b0y i l0vE. i LiVe ((MaH LiFe)) f0r.×.

hOes sHoUld bE cAlLed
[{hUmPtY-DuMptYs}]
fIrsT thEy get HuMpeD
tHeN thEy gEt dUmpEd

y0u can never
find the right guy
if y0ur still h0ldin 0n
t0 the wr0ng 0ne . . .

* tHeRe*S aLwAyS tHaT oNe *
* ..` sPeCiAL pErSoN `. . *
* tHaT nO MaTteR wHaT tHeY dO tO yOu *
* YoU JuSt CaN*t LeT tHeM gO *

Bein around u makes me feel like 4 once n my life i dont have 2 try 2 b happy..it just happens..

YoU mAkE mE sMiLe FoR tHe StUpIdEsT rEaSoNs
yOu MaKe Me LaUgH fOr No ReAsOn WhAt So EvEr
BuT mOsT oF aLL yOu MaKe Me WhAnA lOvE yOu

[[ b e h i n d ]] this innocent smile of mine,
lay [[ w o r d s ]] that go unsaid. words of..
[[ l o n g i n g ]], love, anger, n hate,
all repeating [[ i n s i d e ]] my head.

He'S GoT My HeArT sKiPpiN B e A t S
- N - MaKiN Me AcT aLL * c R a Z i i *
iT SeEmS i'LL Do a n y t h i n g
JuSt 4 HiM 2 SaY iM (( H i S B a B i))

Your
. k . i . s . s . e .s
Make my lips
q . u . i . v . e . r
And when you
t . o . u . c . h
Me, my whole body
s . h . i . v . a . s

this weekend sucks!

2004-08-29T17:13:31Z

ugh! my weekend sucks! i was suposed to go out to eat on friday n then go to the mall but noooo my mom had to go to the hospital cuz she thought some thing was wrong with her ??? lol she scared me but w.e ! n then yesterday i was suposed to go to the mall with gera! but no my mom told me i had to go to some persons house to see thier baby n i was like ok fine cuz i dident think that we were gunna be there untill 11:00 at night !!!!!i thought that we were only gunna stay for like 2 hours ugh ! i was so mad at my mom...... ne wayz :-[ so we went to this persons house n her baby is so fucking cute! i want one O:-) haha jm not yet but omg she is so lil n i got to hold her when she was sleeping ! n then when she woke up i sat her on the coutch n she was laughing n playing with me she was the sweetest thing ever! i cant watie till i get older n can have one of my own hahaha ;) or untill my mom has one! then i can juss play with hers;)but then after a while i got bored n i asked my mom if we could come home so i caould calllgera n she was like not yet chris n all this shit n so i juss sat there for like another 2 hours n asked if we could come home again n she kept saying no n so finally she got up n we left at 11:00!!!!! er i was pissed n i was gunna call gera when i got home but i dident kno if it was to late :-/ or i would have cuz i wanted to talk to him n well yea well i got to go get ready to go see the baby one more time n this time my mom promised we are coming home early!!!!!!!! :) later

whata nother grate day!

2004-08-26T22:47:14Z

today was awsome lol first hour was alright n then me brianna n ben were walking to 3rd hour n gera came up behind me n garbed my hang lol i was like oh hey!! <33 n so we walked to calss together n stuff n then when we got to the door he kissed me n then opend the door for me lol what sweetie :) n then yea haha gera n jose n adrian n mark were all bein funny again in class lol messing around like usuall but we dident really do ne thing in that class cuz the other day me n this one gurl mellisa missed that class n so like we juss sat there the hole time n the rest of the class had to take tests haha oh well it was cool but after that class was lunch! i love that part of the day now cuz i get to be with my lover <33 n like the hole time we were laughing lol today was a funny day but yea it was tight! :-D n we are all friends now! haha every one we hang out with all hang out with eachother so me n gera n brianna n her boy firend can hang out now lol its awsome me n brianna are finally happy with who we have! (i was alwayz happy with him but now idk im like sooooooooo happy lol ) n well yea i love my baby <333333333333 ahah omg today at lunch we were walking down this hall n there were some doors that were locked n pplz were trying toget in n gera goes hold on n he went to go let them in n me n brianan go awwwww how sweet haha n then he gets to the door like he is gunna let them in n then walks away haha it was so funny....... hahah lmao i juss memeberd when we were at the assembaly it was me jose n brinana n we were talking about how we looked in the past (or jose was talking about us ) haha it was so fucking funny when he was talking about brianna(she used to wear glasses) n he was like damn they look like banoculars! n me n brianna juss started laughing sooooooooooo fucking hard! hahaha n he talked shit aboutme 2 but we dident care lol cuz we know we have hanged for the better!!!! haha ;) but yea well i gotsta go later

today was AWSOME! :) cuz i go to be with him <3333

2004-08-25T23:43:35Z

i had fun today :) in 2nd hour we dressed out n shit like a normal day n did ALL of our warm ups but it was fun cuz it got me going n shit n then like we learned a new warm up n stuff n then we talked about ordering shirts n about dance club n if ne one wanted to join n then we went to drees back into our cloths n then we went to an assembely it wass kinda boring tho BUT it was also fucking sad it talked about how this one gurl got burned cuz she got into a car accedant (a drunk driver hit her) n it showed her b4 n after picture n omg it was soooooo sad some gurls were crying:-/ but not me lol :-D i juss thought it was super sad n well yea after that we went to fourth hour n talked about "relationships" haha n how we need to learn what "true love" is n all this shit but its pretty fun :) and this one gurl was talking about how she went to this party n some one shot a gun off in the air haha n our teacher was like ur hangning out with the wrong pplz n she goes idc i wanted to go to a party.. n then she said how this car was going to do a drive by n our teacher was like well if u miss school then we know we have to go to a funeral haha (i dont think our teacher was to happy about thats stroy) but it was funny the way that gurl was telling us about it after that was lunch n i was with brianna for like the first 10 min n then gera came up to me :-* n i spent time with him n brianna went with ben or raul idk ???? but she juss fucking left me!! jm haha IDC! i had a a good time with gera <333 i like spending time with him at lunch n stuff it's awsome :) n he was making fun of me haha cuz my hands were shaking cuz i dident eat ne thing n my blood suger drops (it alwayz dose but i dont mind it) haha n so he was like omg ur neverus around me huh? n i go noo thats not it haha i hope he blives me.... but yea :) so at lunch we juss talked n huged n held hands n kissed :-* haha i love him <33 he is so freaken cute! O:-) n then i talked to one of his brothers on the phone! haha it was funny i was like all hello? n he goes hey ma! who is this? n i go christina ... n he goes ohhhhhh u be going out with my brother huh? lol n i was like yup n he goes y? haha n i go cuz i like him lol ?? n he goes he is a playa! n a lil fagget too! n i was like no way !! haha n then well yea i gave gera back the phone :) n then after lunch gera walked me to my next class cuz its on the way to his ne wayz n stuff <3333 n then 6th hour was cool we got into groups n did this project (in my group its me, ramona, n jennifer) n well yea mr. menzel put on music like alwayz n we talked the hole time n so now we have to finish this gay thing at home but its ok cuz we never get home work in that class n yea when i got home i put on my comfortable cloths n layed down n watch tv! im so tired but now i have to finish some of that project so later!

hold_me_high @ 2004-08-24T14:34:00

2004-08-24T22:00:13Z

today was fun! :) well sorta ;) me n brianna were going to go to isd for first n third hour cuz we dident want to go to those classes they are boring :-/ but then i found out that gera was going to come to shcool today n i kinda wanted to spend time with him in thrid hour so we dident go to isd n i got to see gera in the morning for like 5 secounds haha cuz the bell rang but hey at least it was some thing n so after first hour brianna was like i wanna go to isd i wanna go to isd so i was like ok i guess im going did so then ittoo but then after like 5 min of isd i wanted to be in class with gera :-/ it was so fucking boring in isd never go there unless you have to!!! haha its so gay in there but yea n so we told the guy that we were gunna go buy ids so that he would let us out n shit n he was lunch time n we left isd n i went with gera! <333 i finally got to hang out with him at lunch :) n so it was me brianna jose gera tomas raul and some other pplz n we talked for a while n then we walked over to lil ceesers for no reason ?? lol but then we hung out there for like 5 to 10 min n then went back to school n brianna went with raul n i went with gera n his friends n stuff n well yea i got to meet his brother n damn! they look so much alike! (gera n his brother) they kinda look like twins to me but yea :) n then after lunch i walked with brooke n jose too my class n stuff n then thats about it! after school we got on the buss n idk but i think brianna was like in a bad mood towards me cuz she wasent acting very nice :-/ but w.e i dont care n well yea me, ben, n brooke all walked home (we go in the same direction) n now im here! :) well later

uhh today was ok :)

2004-08-23T22:30:31Z

well today was brianna's brith day!!!!!!!! she isent a baby ne more! haha <3333 i cant belive she turned 14......... finally! haha jm with you bri ;) but yea once again HAPPY BIRTH DAY!!! loln it was so freaken cute! he bf got her a teddy bear n a card :) i was like awwwwww lol n well like yea gera dident go to school today :-[ witch kinda sucked cuz i wanted to like see him n talk to him n every thing but yea today i was late to school ! haha thx to brianna! jm but yea i was late so i ahd to go get a trady pass n there was a fucking long ass line of pplz who were also late so i dident feel that stupid haha n then yea natalia was also late to class n so we walked together n yea n then in secound period my teacher pissed me off cuz we were all dressed out n then she was like oh yea freshman dont dress out n i was like omg so i had to dress back into my cloths n then we took all of our stuff into the dance room n she was like k take of ur socks n shoes n have a seat (we alwayz were no shooes n shit) lol n like so we did n then we sat there for like 5 min n then she was like ok now ut ur shoes n socks back on ur leaving (all the freshman) n i was like what the hell lol but yea n so we went to some assembaly??? it was fucking lame tho so the hole time i was talking to brianna n jose haha n it was so much fun jose makes me n brianna laugh so much n so hard lol its funny <333 but yea n then 3,4,5 hour were boring!!!! nothing fun in those classes except in 5th hour i won this lil game we played! haha woot woot n 6th hour is alwayz fun lolcuz ramona makes me laugh fucking all the time in that class she is awsome im glad that i met her n well yea after school i rode the buss home (well durr) lol n like now im hurr :) n i have to start getting ready for work! so ......later!!!!

hold_me_high @ 2004-08-20T21:07:00

2004-08-21T04:37:47Z

well today was kinda cool in the morning me brianna n ben sat at this table n talked n had tonz of laughs haha n then i did bens home work for him i felt smart! lol n yea n then ben went n got raul n some other firends n we all talked n stuff n laughed lol it was pretty funny one of his firends seems really cool but yea ne wayz i think im getting sick! all cuz of brianna! haha she drank outa my water thats brat she for got to remind me that she was sick but oh well n then today i found out that my t-shirt got chosen for dance :) so that was kinda cool n yea today at lunch it was fun sorta me n brianna walked to jack n ate there n like every one was there today tj was there n he tried toget me to go up to kathy but i kno she hates me so i dident lol n yea i saw david there! n so he hung out with us witch was cool cuz i hardly get to see that sucka ne more n he is like my best firend to weird but yea lol n then i saw fidelmar haha n i was like oh shit oh shit n brianna was like what what ?! all loud n i was like omg n then i was like look over there n she was like oooooooohh n i go fucking hurry we need to leave (cuz he is weird :-/) lol ne wayz so we walked outa there pretty quick n then walked back to school (while we were eating) n then all the skaters came n me n brianan were like shit so we ran ahead so we could eat in peace lol n tyler started throughing sticks at us :-/ haha it was funny tho cuz we wouldent watie for them n yea when we got back on campus i tried n tried to look for gera but he was no were in site? i dont think that he went to school today but i miss him n yea :-[so i dident get to see him today n then me brianna,ben,raul,martin,tomas,jose,n gera were gunna go to the mall but me n brianna dident have a ride home so we couldent! n i was pissed cuz i wanted to spend time with gera since i dident get to at school n yea so i juss went out to eat with my sister instead lol it was fun tho <333 i love her :-D we had fun n then we came home n she played a game on the computer it was weird tho lol it was called like get the magic poop haha (it was on the hollister web site??????) idk but yea n then i got back on this n talk to some of my buddies n so i guess im going to the mall tomarrow instead! n maby ill get to be with gera <333 cuz i miss him a lot right now like todaay i was so ready to go up to him at lunch (when we got back from jack ) but i couldent find him lol :-/ but yea so maby ill get to do that well ima go to bed so later